Hola, who wonders!~ she's a 4teen years young & paranoid escapist that 1. has a name often misspelled and 2. a life misunderstood. Whimsically lost yet filled with altruism.
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I’m a font junkie~
Well, yesterday… all I practically did was download and look at fonts… I just love them, I guess the title explains it. The photos for today has captions on the photo itself with the fonts I downloaded in dafont.com, the fontz are ozm there! I’ll state the names of it as well, in case you like them as well ^u^
FT Anchor Yard is the title of the font here:
I’m going to save up to buy my own camera that’s not a dslr, or anything automatic… I had once, but it was barbie.. and I used all the film so fast, I didn’t even know what my subjects were… hahaha sooo I wasted the money and my photos never even got developed.. sigh
Maybe, maybe not - font for le chalk color wordz :D
I decided to color my plain wall art because my parents were surprised I painted my room with real paint, but they didn’t get mad or anything because that’s room been painted the same for like 7 years already. And my dad wasn’t so pleased and told me it’s so dull.. I guess it’s lololol his way of sugar coating my drawing. So I filled it with colorful chalk colors! 
My dad came home with the book for me last night since I love the series! I’ve watched the first part, I’ve read the second, currently reading the last part! Though, there are “lost files” and I added ‘Loric’ as the caption because it’s what they call the people in their planets and coincidentally me and my parents were discussing aliens because of my mango sculpture and loric happens to be close to our last name hahaha. Font title: Iron furnaces~
The fuhrizbee (font: jheri curls) is for our dogs but I think my family just might use & play with it over the weekend since we’ll be visiting our province celebrating my dad’s dad’s birthday (yes dad dad wooh redundant, i lyk it lyk dat).
My dad told me Yakult has this ingredient that is actually good bacteria (I forgot the name of it, ugh) that’s why the advertisements are “okay ka tiyan!” and this is my ultimate favorite drink, I love this small bliss a (font title —>) LOT!!! 
My snack at the moment. I honestly love sour cream & onion flavors (which is actually the title of the font here) over cheese, but I love actual cheese. The chip on the right is in reality huge for a chip, I think it matches the one on the cover of the chips bag hahahah.
I’ll leave you guys with this quote; I was actually real bored and I kept stumbling upon amazing typographies earlier so I was inspired and I just made this huhu I know I suck.. bird cage overlay from pixlr, “note to self” is seaside resort fun~
Random fact: I’m practically blind. YEAH HAHAHAHAHAHA. My eyesight is real bad, my grado is 400. My non-blind friends actually always tease me when I take off my glasses about my clarity of seeing things, then they try it on and get shocked about it and says it feels like they’re underwater or they’re high (which actually they naturally are) or something, they usually put up their hands and asks how many fingers are they showing. OF COURSE, I COULD STILL SEE THE OUTLINE… it’s blurry but it doesn’t mean I don’t know how the silhouette of the peace sign looks like. I mean, I could only see a “clear” face when it’s like already 4 inches close, when you’re far away and let’s say (I lost my glasses like I did two to four times already) I couldn’t tell who you are when you’re like just 10 steps away. You’re face will look like it’s all pixels or something… well, you get the point.
Anyways, what is the most thing that’s TRUE or REAL anywhere, about everything? That’s what I always ask. I try not to, but I always stumble upon going to the same question over and over, I ignore it, like all the time, but it comes back. I believe in God, that’s for sure, since I am a Catholic, but it always bothers me the creation and everything, what if it’s all make-believe, and my sense of wonder always tickles my fantasy in every angle like there’s soooo much more. I know so little. Everyone might make a mark, might know a thing or two, but no one is to be close, for the universe is much too large for any knowledge combined all together. Such remarks like mine might not even mean anything, I will forget. But as anyone as upbeat as me, as it may seem, I could say anything is possible and I live in a Democracy where uttering such senseless misunderstanding and which is nothing to be understood at all is allowed in this free, large, but at the same time small and may even be tiny world.
Stay weird, Carry on & Just be happy!
Short advice for the day~ changed my icons, and my banner~ Oh, and I made that just be happy shirt by all by myself— the fringe + bleach part ^u^
I’ve been really moody today since I got a surprise visit from my monthly visitors. Fudge. -.-
Last night, I got really bummed because of the whole Dan Brown issue of Manila being “The Gates of Hell”. Well, it’s not really a big deal, because as far as I know, the description says the truth, the actual bad side of things that is really happening (the people they interviewed mostly agreed even, I think anyone would) and I don’t get why they have to make such a fuss about it and give him a letter stating Manila’s not like that at all and they would even offer him a tour around the place. That won’t do anythingggg…. why don’t they just do something about it! Do something to prove that the place really isn’t like what he said. Most of the time, I hear bad news on television and I’m expected to believe that everything around this third-world country is good and great. What. No. All right. I don’t know but I have my own sayings and thoughts.
ladadee ladadooo ladaduum *wee squidward, I used to play clarinet like him, but then I quit the band*
Anyways, our school starts on June 13!!! Omg I don’t know I’m supposed to be happy or anything but I’m scared for sure about everything that will happen. And all I wanna do is watch my favorite shows on T.V. and the movies like Star Trek & Epic. Gah.
A bipolar mess.
Sorry if I’m a heck of a person to be with. Sorry if I’m not that open. And sorry if I’m hard to understand. I’m bipolar. It’s silly, ain’t it? My being positive doesn’t last very long, but it’s my sensitive side I worry about. I have a soft shell, as my dad says, in relative terms, I break down easily. That would probably be my bad side. I crumble… but being sensitive in the sense that I still know when to come apart and not exaggerate, emotions take over sometimes, but sometimes too I do hold them back. I don’t have this ‘stable emotion’, I’m not the “happy-go-lucky” type of girl as they say but a “girl-who-just-pretends” I may be a pretender outside, keeping all the sadness to myself, but I let it all out through blogging. That’s what makes me stand on the ground. Being sensitive has its perks too, I don’t have too much pride up in my sleeves, but I can also say I’m confident in the decisions I make, all I just hope for is a comfortable distant future that lies ahead, but this isn’t a fairy tale, it’s not spelled that way, it’s called, life. But I’m sorry I’m not sorry because this is who I am.
Found in the depths of my drafts. -.- I was formerly the girl who crumbled.
Thank you for this! <3
1. I’m scared of knives
2. Although, I love baking
3. and yet, my parents say my specialty is mango floats(w/nutella hahaaha)!
4. my parents say I could make it a business… no one’ there to help me since I’m an only child.
5. I’m taller than my mom, but I’m practically 5’3 haha yeah I’m small
6. I want my first kiss to be on my wedding day~
7. I have like 15+ diaries as gifts and I didn’t get to finish (even just half) of it hahahaha
8. I had about over 20+ pets in our house. And the ones remaining are 4. I DID NOT KILL THEM
9. I really like what they call “oldies” music haha like oasis, bob marley, the beatles, snow patrol :)
10. I love star-gazing as much as cloud-watching! :D
The Queen of Fruits
Have I told you I lalalalove mangosteen?~ hahaha yay
and I just researched, just like tomatoes, it can prevent cancer!
Hi, goodmorning~ thank you for asking po!
★ dream url - godsdaughter idk I’m contented already with neanicm :D
♞ saved tags - jennifer lawrence, thg, victorious, i track my own tag haha, that’s it really :)
☾ favorite blog omg um there’s too much… but my favorite blog really goes to paper-fortunes idk i just really really like her blog… :D
➤ someone you wish were following you - my favorite blog & punchandkiss hahahahaha yeah..
Thanks for asking anon! First of all, after a scary movie (the realistic horror ghost-related kind or undead not werewolves/vampires/zombies), I imagine it happening to me all the time, everywhere I go, until I get over that hangover after like a month. Yeah…
Second, if you were to let me choose any unhealthy but delicious and awesome food for a year I’d pick hash browns with no hesitations.
Third, I haven’t watched Titanic/A walk to remember/Star Wars/Lord of the Rings YES, KILL ME NOW.
Fourth, in addition to the third, I watch mostly animated movies… my favorite so far is the croods.
Fifth, I love codes as much as fonts :)
I just watched the movie, Letters to Juliet, I’m late— but yeah. It’s really nice. I really loved the concept of me thinking it can’t just end there. I probably think most of you must have watched this since it was released 2 years ago. It’s really cute~ Old people & destiny… oh and to think I’m going out with my friends this Saturday to watch Brave another fate themed movie, oh my glob it’s almost my birthday! Off topic.. Anyways, letters- I love receiving them, I like them handwritten too, it’s old fashioned, but I really like old fashioned ways not the fast type, I want to live slowly. Everything’s so fast nowadays, you don’t know what to expect but you do know there is something to expect, I miss the simpler days where everything was cheesy and all and now it’s all just… a hoax or something.
A name.
Is your name important to you? Mine sure is for me.
I don’t want to state my full name here even though some of you already knows me irl.. ‘cause I maybe in possible assassination if I type my surname (just a thought though)
Soo, my name came from my Mother Mary. Here’s the chiz, I was originally supposedly named to be “Mary Rafaela” Omgg. How to live with that.. My mom thought of the Rafaela since her father’s name is Raphael. I’m guessing that He has a special cause for it, so Let It Be. My name isn’t the usual spelling, same goes with pronunciation it goes like (mah • ree) And my Francesca, the usual thing really goes like with an h. I like my name, I think it’s unique, I get pissed off when people write cards or letters with the wrong writing of my name, don’t even call me your friend. My friends don’t call me the way it’s pronounced, really and I’m cool with it when I’m not supposed to be, I usually just go with it they do it in a faster and deeper sound the way it’s like when it has an “e” well.. fine. Gah. I’m just posting this to be clear, even if itself isn’t clear, sorry haha.
Explore
Random fact: I’ve always wanted to know more about the water.
Okay, I’ll be more specific.. I want to study deep sea creatures, It’s just so fascinating to learn about them, exciting to know that you’ll never know what to find, I want to explore what’s in that dark deep area that you may find light and wondrous treasures that eventually seeking it will lead to great discovery. I want to see what other treasures lie before me in that exquisite place that only few can learn about. I want to understand those movements, how they live, but the reality that I’m afraid to go under and might drown is what’s holding me off out of this adventure. I just want to grasp that scene of life, feel the serenity and wonder more.
A sibling.
Random fact, I’ve always longed for an older brother. I’m an only child, my friends usually asks me if it’s fun, I always answer with a yes, well, I really am happy being my parents only child since I have no one to fight with (as my other friends say so), but I always get jealous when my friends share or have “moments” when they talk about problems and funny times or things about their younger or older sibling, it just makes me look so lonely even though they sometimes want to be alone too. I like being alone at home, but it seems so sad, I always ask myself what it would be like to have someone older to look up to or what it would be like to actually teach someone younger. So I wouldn’t say I’m independent since my parents are overprotective considering the fact that I’m a girl and in an unsafe world where you can only count by the fingers of people who you can truly trust. I sometimes wonder why some siblings actually fight so harsh, if they’re like that, why don’t you just accept them.. they are the only ones who you can rely on when your parents pass, aren’t they? Friends won’t last forever and only true ones remain in your heart.. we know that but, talking blood is something to care about, you know.. it’s just that if I had someone to care for besides my loving parents, I won’t do harsh things to them.. since they don’t know much or when I have someone older to look up to, atleast they can teach me the rules of growing up since I know my parents won’t be there always. I favor some guy friends as a ‘kuya’ but it seems like they’re just slipping away and we’re having our own paths. I deal with my girl friends as sisters already, that’s for sure. 14 years a gap isn’t my ideal age gap for a sibling so, I never really got to chance to think about it until now though.
