I’ve never shared my funshots~~~ 

I miss these carefree days. This was last February. I just felt like a kid, I wanted to go barefoot but then… some teachers were roaming around while me and my friend, Rossa, were just messing around being vain. She took my photos, and I took hers. We were just having fun, in school. Best feeling ever, really. When you enjoy a place, where you needed was work and concentration and um dullness. HAHAHAHA I miss school, honestly. I’ve always wanted summer, and although I have this love fling on the summer board, it’s really where I found those special people I have in my life, besides my parents.

Friends are someone who tells you straight up when you’re being a jerk, and whatever he/she has to say, you accept, talk through or something.

Earlier, my friend gave me an urgent message on Facebook telling me she needed my number and then she asked if she was a bad friend.

*tagalog muna*

Friend: Feeling ko ang sama sama ko eh kasi di ko napansin na nasasaktan na yung kaibigan ko tas ngayon ang hirap na ayusin ng gulo

Me: Magsorry ka lang naman kahit kanina man yan, kasi kung talagang gusto ka niya na nasa buhay mo, kahit gano kalaki yan, matututo siyang pagbigyan ka. Kasi masama magtanim ng galit, lalo na kung mahal mo ung kaibigan mong un. Hindi naman kasi pwede basta basta lang mawala ang pinagsamahan, kaya dapat napapagbigyan, tas kung sino man may kasalanan, dapat magisip at wag gawin ung masama niyang nagawa, o kung ako sayo ngayon, ayusin na agad, habang maaga pa, kung di maayos, magdasal ka, maghintay ka.

bloop bleep blop he gave me the silver necklace in my self pic in the previous post

oh, oh! sabi ng katropa niya sakin:

Pag necklace ibig sabihin may space sya para sayo”

woohpdieeedooo~ *advance!!!* Happy birthday to our dearest mother/sister/girlaloo/rara/ hahahaha basta laugh ‘til you drop every. day. :)

Last night, we had our ‘FS night’ - freshmen & sophomores had a party/programme themed as “Scene Stealer”. Well, for one I hugged too many girls because they all were so hot and gorgeous, it was a costume party so as you see I went as a hippie, people I hugged called me a hot/cute hippie, haha anyways, other students mostly 1st years went exaggerated and I could see they were awesome in preparing, I got no photos, sorry. There were students who wore fairy, anime with o’course wigs, ninjas, black swan, snow white, batgirl, warriors, gladiators and artist impersonations, etc. 

We had kfc for our dinner there, and glowsticks were all over the place, most of my guy friends played in the bands, and the guy who was my ‘angel’ last year for Valentine’s day, played the piano and he’s prolly the tallest guy in our batch and last, he was practically my only dance — I turned down 4 guys. Nyahaha, bitch e. 
I’d rather dance with my friends really, but it was a slow song and the guy I danced is so nice, how could I not say yes.

There were two things that hurt me the most, my guy bestfriend not telling me about the girl he was with, because I secretly like him. And my decoy crush not being there because he was at a classmate’s house with his ‘tropa’.

I’ll just enjoy today, because it’s my mom’s birthday!~ 

Today was our recollection. And I’m going to Singapore tomorrow until Monday — So yes, expect a photobomb in my blog by Monday.

I woke up 5am and was supposed to be in our school’s chapel by 6:15, and we did arrive by 6:15 — but the bus departed by 7am and I was seated by my first bud in the section in June, it was by friends so our ‘group’ stayed together near the back (yes, where the noisy students sit — and we were part of them) By 8 am, after passing junk food, cookies and chocolates everywhere, I got about 10 varieties of unhealthy edibles. After a while, we arrived the same retreat house we were in last year, but we’re not going to stay overnight. We met our (said to be boring-but-not-that-much really) speaker, and we started off with a long prayer of praise to the Lord, but we mostly watched videos and after that we were told to go out and walk around and meditate on the question: ‘Who is Jesus to you?’ And while we were having a walk, I had the thought, that the walk was scheduled to ease up the food so we could eat for lunch time, because after our minimal exploring, we had chicken, soup, rice, veggies with the college retreat-ers and a 1st year class in our school. Ate snacks (spaghetti and bread sticks) after that quick.

We went back and watched another video related to Jesus’ salvation and discussed a few things about Him, our speaker asked us about the question and it went on as a sharing — I shared about the sibling thing (just backread). After discussing more problems and how everyday lives can change with your point of view on Jesus. After all those sobs, and an early time to be dismissed, The Adventure Gang (2 boys 4 girls) went around every possible place the area could have shown, and the laughs were indefinitely countless, and I loved those moments, even if it came to rough cases because one of us got a scrape because of the stairs, by the way, there’s a lot of insects. Hence, the laughter because of all of our cowardliness. 

We ended the adventure, because there was going to be the mass, and I’m the Prayers of the Faithful leader, and I did 97% of our president’s speech to the class, haha, but seriously. After the pictures you see there, you’d probably guess where I am and how our class acts. On the way home, soundtrip and awesome sing-alongs were proposed and arriving, while waiting, I was with my 1st year friends (some people in that section that came to the recollection too), and our director in the play asked me for commuting money, eventually 50php came and I ended up talking to my bes’ ex’s bestfriend (goodluck analyzing). Anyways, I feel so sad since the teacher who guides the batch is apparently disappointed because he said we had like a party in the bus, which we were supposedly reflecting.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! to the girl I was with in the 1st photo ♥ She should know how much I love her, because nothing can explain, no words, and not ever anything will explain how much!! 

YESTERDAY my soup, had an advance celebration for her and none of them wanted to have a picture with me except Marj, they said they were too camera-shy. Psh. Anyways, God Bless everyone!~

{07. 05-06. 12}

I’m starting to love my section really. Yesterday was alright just heartbreaking at times. Fun yet confusing too. No one would understand that, not even me. The picture in the middle is the mask I made, it’s like a galaxy mask, they say it looks nice— our teacher said to make the mask reflecting what you think you will be in the future, I’d guess mine would be learning about stars, and the secrets it hides. I was supposedly going to make something like a marine themed mask, but eh. The reason why I’m in a costume, is because we have to perform this task wherein some are dancers, souvenirs, welcoming committee and the tourists meaning my classmates who has no specific role in the activity will travel different Asian places, mine was to tell the tourists something about Saudi Arabia, just like a tour guide. The people there are friends of mine who took place in some part of my heart.

Good evening people! This will probably be my first and last post for the week since it’s school again, and I have to prepare for a lot of things. Hope you all have a wonderful week, and I’m going to learn more about Thailand. And mostly a lot about Asia. I love the weather, it was starting to feel like El Niño here. So behold, my chocolate chip muffin photo taken as usual by ipod. So happy gaining new friends!Good evening people! This will probably be my first and last post for the week since it’s school again, and I have to prepare for a lot of things. Hope you all have a wonderful week, and I’m going to learn more about Thailand. And mostly a lot about Asia. I love the weather, it was starting to feel like El Niño here. So behold, my chocolate chip muffin photo taken as usual by ipod. So happy gaining new friends! ♥ 

Rewind. (meaning I’ve deleted my previous post about her) So I forced my bestfriend a.k.a My sheep, a fork, and my baby? She says I’m the mother of cats and she’s practically one.

Anyways, Here’s her blog. This is my first and last promo for this blog. I’ve been with this girl for 3 years now, and the thread of bond’s still strong. Although, we don’t talk as casual as before it doesn’t measure how long it is, the moment is what matters — a lesson I learned the hard way. I know her worst side, she knows mine. She’s like my other half, like a sister. A sister that I’d say I’ll never have, even if she has like 2 more. I treasure this girl so deeply, I’d kill. I’d kill the music in my ipod. HAHA let us not include murder. I can’t explain how much I love her, ok?!

but all I can say is, she’s a really good writer and a [best]friend to keep.

Them, wala akong pake kung gano sila kabaliw as long as I’m happy with them, that’s fine. I’m contented.. I don’t care what their standards are according to popularity and looks but their personality is what makes me choose them as my friends. I do know they HAVE bad qualities, pero at least kami nagsasabihan, kahit na minsan di kami makarelate sa isa’t-isa nagcconect parin kasi e :) As in parang iba-iba kami ng kwento sa buhay pero pare-parehas kaming nagsisikap para ngumiti at maging positive sa buhay. I’ll describe each one of them:
Bea -  Itong babae na ‘to, aywait kinder pa lang ata siya e :)) haha grabe siya, Ang dami ko ng experience na hindi siya ever naging sa mata ko na normal :) Ano ba ang normal? di mo kasi akalain na buhay niya pala di madaling ngitian. Pero samin na un :) Basta. 
Justine - This girl. I made a post about her na ;) It’s weird, she looks so innocent right? :) She really does. Pero kung alam niyo lang talaga ung mga pinagdadaanan niya :( Pero I try to remind her na we’re still young.. right forky? It’s never too late for a smile, it’s just a big test. I don’t really know if my advices are getting to her.. But still, I relate to her in a lot ways that’s why she’s different. <3 I really don’t care about what happened to the past. :)
Paz - ay etoo. Grabe. Makatawa wagas. praaaamis. haha as in. Babaw masyado ng kaligayahan niyan e, kaya masayang kasama ;) As in, makahulog ka lang siguro ng bottle cap tatawa yan =)) haha. Pero last year, outcast yan sa section nila ah.. :( Pero di naman kasi nila alam ung mga pinagdadaanan niya e.
Aaron - Hayyy. Super sensitive guy. Hippy. As in parang super gentle. Super careful. Matalino pa, pero pinakamahinhin sa grup -.- pero, la yan kaibigan last year, kaya na iintindihan ko ways niya :-) He doesn’t have facebook. See what I mean. But he’s so innocent too.
Marj - President ng class. Responsible, sobra. Pero ang daming di nakakakita non e :( Basta, she’s kind of nice at times pero parang bata as in. Super childish. She kinda is like a guy more type how she acts, then she plays the drums.
Allen - This fella. Not to be mean, we all know it, basta. haha :) He’s like Neville Longbottom from iCarly, as in everything resembles him. How he acts and talks. Seriously. I bet there twins in a long distance. But he’s mature trying to be childish but acting more mature but still childish. haha whatever. I know he has a hard life. Pero antalino niyan ah.

We may have fights and secrets but trust holds us together, there’s that thing that just lets us communicate and I think it’s our childish ways.. Di naman kasi kami nagmamadali e. Tas ung mga away namin? Kinakalimutan ko lang un e, parang alam mo un? Nangyari na e ba’t ka pa maghohold ng grudge. I forgive easily, but I don’t actually show it.
Yan ha, to proove it pa, na di kami nagmamadali na tumanda.. naglalaro kami ng game na TFTF anytime we like.. tas parang wala lang samin ung mga nakatingin saming mga ibang hs students na parang bata kami, oo, sorry ah, medyo kasi bata pa talaga kami e. What’s the problem with our generation? We all hurry too fast to grow up. And I know you know that. And normal? Being normal, Alam mo ba ibig sabihin nun? Even Einstein doesn’t know, swear. Di inimbento ang normal. NO ONE IS TO KNOW WHAT NORMAL means anyway. We all just live here for God and for some reason nobody knows why. I’m still happy anyways, I have a reason why I live, I may not know, but still I’m proud to be having that reason. Normal is overrated. Just Car pe Diem. Seize the day!!