I hate emotions.

I can’t understand every single one of my emotions. I want to cry, I want to rejoice, I want to die, I don’t know. I don’t understand - I can’t understand — And the worst part, I might never understand. I don’t have a clue, nor hint or anything on what I’m feeling now, it was just a second ago when I felt this and that, It was just this morning feeling all jolly, then worrying, now I don’t know how to react. I’m not even supposed to say any of this, since I know I’m blessed and everything yes, but ah I hate myself. I just feel so tired, tired about everything. 

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